Issues…

You know you have issues when you get really pissed,

cry about 10 times a day and put a blade to your wrist.

You back out of the suicide and attempt to get help,

but it’s too little too late, she’s moved on with herself.

You cry, plead, and beg, but it just makes things worse,

because now on her priority list you come after her purse.

She’s never coming back, so what are you to do?

Pray to God daily and hope she misses you?

Do you move on with your life? Or hope for the chance,

that one day she will she there’s a chance for romance?

You know you would make her happy so why can’t she see,

that you two together were so meant to be?

She would rather take a chance and move on with her life,

instead of being a family, with children, and possibly my wife.

We could live in our house and see the kids off to school,

but she’s to stubborn to see that. Damn she’s a fool!

I don’t eat, I can’t sleep… I just sit here and diminish.

I look up and ask God where’s my better finish?

Why is this happening? It just doesn’t make sense,

so I’m back to square one with the blade to my wrist,

but again I put it away because this can’t be the end.

I have to raise my son, so I’ll live my life for him.

I’ll raise him and teach him all of the correct ways.

After living through this there must be better days.

I might suffer, struggle, and sometimes feel like I’m down,

but there will be a day when she comes around,

and realize all she needed was right there in her face.

She will open her eyes and see no one could take my place.

Until that day comes I will do no sort of self-harm,

and dream of the day I can hold her in my arms.

She means more than life so you could say I’m obsessed,

but what do you expect when you love a princess?!?!